Big Magic 48x48 Taking those instantaneous memories with

Taking those instantaneous memories with their colors and stretching those moments of safety and gratitude into a new form

but it taught me that you didn’t care what job I had or what my clothes looked like

This painting is the story and dream that exists in a crack of light so sharp and profound that only the middle of the desert can provide the emptiness and sight required to live it and at the same time know what I am living

The level of work I have put in daily is to the point that it far outweighs whatever fear my imagination can conjure

and daughters in the mid to late 1800s

Big Magic 48x48 Taking those instantaneous memories with48x48 Golden heavy body acrylic hi flo. Glitter Art Resin. Ready to hang. The more sad and contemplative I am the bigger and brighter I make my art. As if a large block of swirling color will make sense of my thinking and lessen my anxiety. It felt powerful and satisfying, throwing all of this paint down. Because when Im throwing paint down the only thought in my head is where it is landing. Its the only drug I have left. Nobody talks about how crazy