Portrait of the Guardians 24x36 with a dead straight face

with a dead straight face

in the light

mystic visions

She is still my best friend and most trusted confidante to this day

It shows the groundedness and sense of quiet charisma

Portrait of the Guardians 24x36 with a dead straight faceI started painting in 2010 because I stopped drinking. I literally had nothing to do after that, and I was afraid to go anywhere because I knew Id just drink a bottle of vodka again and try to figure out what had happened the night before. I was so drained by the pattern. Consumed with self hatred. I had been in therapy for about a year. The most painful part of thinking I could stop drinking on my own was every time (daily weekly) I was smashed again